Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Training the Horse

Sure, it is important to clean house, and keep on purifying one's mind through unbroken mindfulness. Just as critical is surrounding oneself with good people, starting with one's most inner circle. This is an aspect of practice that often does not get enough attention. Of course, life tends to take care of such things . . . 

I was surprised by the straightforwardness of the Buddha regarding the matter, as communicated in this story:
Then Kesi the horsetrainer went to the Blessed One and, on arrival, having bowed down, sat to one side. As he was sitting there, the Blessed One said to him: "You, Kesi, are a trained man, a trainer of tamable horses. And how do you train a tamable horse?"
"Lord, I train a tamable horse [sometimes] with gentleness, [sometimes] with harshness, [sometimes] with both gentleness and harshness."
"And if a tamable horse does not submit either to a mild training or to a harsh training or to a mild and harsh training, Kesi, what do you do?"
"If a tamable horse does not submit either to a mild training or to a harsh training or to a mild and harsh training, lord, then I kill it. Why is that? [I think:] 'Don't let this be a disgrace to my lineage of teachers.' But the Blessed One, lord, is the unexcelled trainer of tamable people. How do you train a tamable person?"

"Kesi, I train a tamable person [sometimes] with gentleness, [sometimes] with harshness, [sometimes] with both gentleness and harshness.
"In using gentleness, [I teach:] 'Such is good bodily conduct. Such is the result of good bodily conduct. Such is good verbal conduct. Such is the result of good verbal conduct. Such is good mental conduct. Such is the result of good mental conduct. Such are the devas. Such are human beings.'
"In using harshness, [I teach:] 'Such is bodily misconduct. Such is the result of bodily misconduct. Such is verbal misconduct. Such is the result of verbal misconduct. Such is mental misconduct. Such is the result of mental misconduct. Such is hell. Such is the animal womb. Such the realm of the hungry shades.'
" . . . And if a tamable person does not submit either to a mild training or to a harsh training or to a mild and harsh training, what do you do?"
"If a tamable person does not submit either to a mild training or to a harsh training or to a mild and harsh training, then I kill him, Kesi."
"But it's not proper for our Blessed One to take life! And yet the Blessed One just said, 'I kill him, Kesi.'"
"It is true, Kesi, that it's not proper for a Tathagata to take life. But if a tamable person does not submit either to a mild training or to a harsh training or to a mild and harsh training, then the Tathagata does not regard him as being worth speaking to or admonishing. His knowledgeable fellows in the holy life do not regard him as being worth speaking to or admonishing. This is what it means to be totally destroyed in the Doctrine and Discipline, when the Tathagata does not regard one as being worth speaking to or admonishing, and one's knowledgeable fellows in the holy life do not regard one as being worth speaking to or admonishing."
"Yes, lord, wouldn't one be totally destroyed if the Tathagata does not regard one as being worth speaking to or admonishing, and one's knowledgeable fellows in the holy life do not regard one as being worth speaking to or admonishing!
A good friend, no matter how flawed, deserves a chance, particularly if there is indication of that person's will to reform. At the same time, loved one has to follow through, and be willing to get trained. Otherwise, the Buddha makes it clear. That person is not worth speaking to, or admonishing. 

2 comments:

  1. I like it when you tie your experiences in with what the Buddha said. It brings closure to your situation and illustrates some finer points of the dhamma.

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  2. Thank you Pete! Yes, it certainly helps me bring closure, or at least greater understanding . . . It is also my hope, that by sharing the truth of my own experience, and tying it to the Dharma, others will be helped as well.

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